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I feel so unstable in life; but can’t pinpoint exactly what I need in my life to change that......

Things for me are going well I guess you could say. I am looking to move to Pittsburg in January with my best friend. Some people haven’t taken the news very well but I can’t please everyone. I have to worry about what is best for me. I would move out around here some where but everything is so expensive and I don’t want to just go and move into some apartment complex. I wouldn’t mind living in Virginia but once again having a place to live is a nice thing. If I do go I am surly going to miss my jobs, my church and some of my friends. Though there are a lot of things that I won’t miss but I chose not to name them.

I finally got to catch up with an old friend the other day and I can’t tell you how long I have waited for that hug! This weekend he is coming up from Virginia to pick me up and we are going to a concert in Pennsylvania for a concert and then he will be staying with me till either Saturday night or Sunday. I love seeing him but I dread having to say good bye…….

I'm almost afraid to say that I finaly feel like things are startting to go 'OK' again in my life because I know as soon as I say it everything will come crashing down on me again.
I guess I will just have to wait and see how things go over the next week. They could either be totally horible or absolutly wonderful. Atlest I know when I get home I will have 'Hungerfest' to go to and I am sure that will be wonderful.